Echoes - Page 5

Motivation

there is a building
and in this building there is a bomb
you can not see this bomb
you can not hear it
but you can feel it

ticking

ticking

ticking

i love the reasons i am given to explode
stupid people make me cry

there once was a girl who sat on a bucket
eating her curds and way
then i killed her

BANG... BANG...... BANG BANG BANG.

i hate a little more now
i understand a little more.. i mean

two for you
then one for me
or, one for you
then two for me

tick tock
tick tock
tick tock....

BANG BANG.... BANG

clinkity clink

the clock struck one
then god said good bye

tick tock
ticking ticking

there is a man
and in this man there is a bomb...

Stolen Sweetness

post modern day stress syndrome
old hag pretending that she knows
not fair
well thats just fine
i'll never let you go

creep crawling and i can't stand up
to tall to walk cool in the club
not right
well i don't care
i'll never let this go

never take more than i need
she'll never find out just what i mean

post modern day stress syndrome
sixteen taking off her cloths
not cool
i'll deal with it
and never promise truth

i'll never promise you
i'll try
never promise
the end can change
i'll never promise you

soft spoken with a broken jaw
young florida with out a scarlet drawl
sarcastic mister know it all
close your eyes and i'll kiss you
she's my birdy girl

Epilouge To Love

holy heaven
minds of men
thinking clearly
lie agian

falling safely
safety net
hardly landing
bouncing in

you made your choice
willingly
you understood it
don't blame me

your youth is ticking
soon you'll be
old and ugly
just like me

you will face it
all alone
i tried to help you
cross the road

you didn't want to
you were scared
if you held my hand
you would have been

holy heaven
minds of men
time is running
out again

i find it funny
how you live
aware that your
oblivious

you were sad and thoughtfull
reading this
thinking fully
of all this mess

now your happy
now your numb
now no one feels
like your alone

you are faking
once again
apeasing your family
and freinds

no your not
you've got the worl
of close minded poeple
backing you

i loved you for how you
made me feel
who you were
was no big deal

holy heaven
minds of men
wholly hoping
we'll forgive

your heart was takin
that was fine
i could take it
i didn't mind

your mind was else where
that was why
i gave up
and began to try

i wanted to care for
you again
with out the want
to want your sin

you made me think that
you wanted that to
the whole time you thought
i lied to you

i was truthfull
honest and clean
it hurts like hell
you lied to me

i gave the chance
time and time again
to repent
but you would just pretend

your lies have stacked
on top of you
but you don't care
well why should you

holy heaven
minds of men
will you ever think
of me again

and now i'm over
all of this
now my anger
is finally qeunched

i understand that
your a kid
sixteen is to young
for you to live

so you can fake it
all you want
make your kingdom
out of dust

you can come
to me if you need
someone to love you
simply

he is shallow
so are you
i am thoughtfully
thinking of you

my confession
is the truth
i am sorry
i met you

dissapointment
yes, i lied
not on porpous
i tried to fight

you need to know that
i am clean
in of all the ways
your dirty

you think your evil
yes you are
but you don't know
how i'm scard

holy heaven
minds of men
close your eyes
and take this in

i am always
here for you
if you need me
i will prove

i am worthy
of all of you
i am sorry
your still confused

tears will follow
all my ryhmes
my voice will fade
and you will die

i can't forgive you
if you don't ask
i have said i'm sorry
you have laughed

don't think i am angry
hating the end
don't think i am hurting
you again

good byes aren't easy
netheir is this
i will see you
once again

i would love to help you
through the choice
you made the wrong one
you now have no voice

you are dead now
stone and cold
your lies are harmless
your heart is broke

holy heaven
minds of men
ours are different
than yours and his

we are special
not like you
we are different
we are true

you are nothing
all the same
as the sea of ignorance
your mind conveys

you have the choice to
change your ways
i will help you
take the pain

know that i am
over you
not that i don't care
just not about you

you are chelsea
you are gone
away from me always
never not

holy heaven
minds of men
good bye to all
your ignorance

once you change
call again
untill that time
leave me live

if you don't want to
that is fine
time will heal these
wounds of mine

but yours will linger
causeing harm
like a cancer
they will grow

you can ignore
all you want
the truth is i tried
now i'll let go

i had a dream of
you last night
you screamed and told me
i should cry

you said to leave you
be alone
i will now adhere
i told you so

i am sorry
no one cares
enough to make you
feel like this

you fakeness will fade
and so will theirs
you will find
your lies are real

maybe some day
you will see
your all clones
of apathy


holy heaven
minds of men
yours will alter
mine will bend

you can fake it
all you want
you can't shake me
bad enough

i'm aware
i might be wrong
i'm aware
i'm probably not

if you speak
i'll hear your words
i will listen
trusting you

if you fail me
i will fall
doubting motives of
everyone

i'm giving you power
to hit back
breack my heart
and make me sad

i want you to change
my mind again
make me hate
all i did

prove me wrong
and piss me off
clean the slate
and table top

you can forgive me
let yourself
don't pretend your angry
think this out

i know this hurt you
let it go
expell your anger
tell the truth

i've put this cleary
out for you
all you have to do
is tell the truth

holy heaven
minds of men
i intend to
let this end

you can share
your victory
know that your wrong
my motives are clean

i still love you
all the same
voices lingere
reasons fade

i still care
don't think i don't
i am just aware
you think i'm a joke

i'm pathetic
yeah, i know
your the reason
why i choke

my door is open
you've earned your pass
and you can keep
the key to it

i know your not what
i thought
its not your fault
its mine, i know

holy heaven
minds of men
this is not good bye
this is not the end


holy heaven
minds of men
if you're an angel
i am dead

i like that one alot.its long...very long...increadibly long!

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope, he is a gentleman..
And maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town..

When I wake up..
I'm willing to take my chances on
The hope I forget that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you (for you, So)

You Need Him .. I could Be Him
I could be an accident but I'm still tryin
And thats more than I can say for him

Where Is your boy tonight?
I hope, He is a gentleman..
And maybe he wont find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Someday I'll appreciate in value
Get off my ass and call you
In the mean time I'll sport my brand new fashion
Of waking up with pants off at four in the afternoon

You need him .. I could be him
I could be an accident but I'm still tryin
And thats more than I can say for him

(ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR!)

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
maybe he wont find out what I know,
You were the last good thing about this part of town

(Won't find out ... He wont find out ... Won't find out ... He Wont find out)

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman..
Maybe he wont find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town..

I love that song... Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy.

the prettiest song ever created.

Drink up baby doll
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

[Chorus]
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
your own arrival
you've twenty seconds to comply

[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

In the breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown

So amazing here
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Frou Frou- Let Go

it is the song in Garden State

Stolen Sweetness 2, Sometimes It's Good To Reiterate

killing all your lies
and one by one they fight
knock out every flight
and they can't stand that i'm right

catching all your flies
admiting that you might
pretending all your might
forget back then, you tried

reduce me
im screeming
i want you to follow suite
you'll never know
you'll never see
i love you more than you'll beleive

so act like you're alright
we'll sink this ship tonight
and tell me what you lke
because i dont want to think im right

abuse me
relive this
i want you to follow suite
you cant stand
you're holdin on
i won't let go i'll never fall

so let go, let go
jump in
well what are you waiting for
let go, let go
because there is beauty in a breakthrough

it gains the more it give
so, tell me why you live
leave you world behind
because i won't set off with out you

I Am Smart And Extremely Forgiving

I am smart and extremely forgiving.
I wonder why false faith is ignored and labled religion.
I hear myself solving the problems of the world.
I see the aruas of people, evil and good.
I want to be happy, honest and true.
I am smart and extremely forgiving.

I pretend.... no wait, I don't.
I feel the universe and everything in it.
I touch the soul of a sixteen year old girl.
I worry about Hayley, I think somethings wrong.
I cry at good stories, Aeris was used.
I am smart and extremely forgiving.

I understand everything I decide is important.
I say no one is right, and no one is wrong.
I dream of the future, preminitions are true.
I try to enlighten, fix and renew.
I hope I'm forgivin, I don't care if I'm wrong.
I am smart and extremely forgiving.

Are you taking Creative Writing this term? I remember that Mrs. Smith made us write a poem like that in class, where the action ws already given to you and you just had to fill in the rest and repeat one line. It's called a 'Cree' poem, right?

Third Period Thought Process

wisper silently as you are digging
smile girl, it's only the beggining
touch me quitely, without thinking
smile girl, you'll enjoy believing
pumping chest, i can hear you breathing
smile girl, embrace what you're feeling
wisper silently as you are digging
step two lovely, i think you're ready

that was ment to make you feel less at sin
..that was ment to keep you in check
that was ment to pull you closer
..that was me telling you to hold on tight
that was meant to make this a fight
..that was obvious, it needs no reply
that was something i haven't felt before
..now i think we're ready for a little more

light has come, to show us its might
day is the devil, and she is the night
we're not ready, we aren't smart enough
i'll kiss you goodbye, that was far more than enough

That is a good one Awakend. It has a lot of meaning.

Please Don't Tell Me Its The Same Old Shit

this world is killing me again
this world is taking
my faith

i know that i can over whelm
i know the words you say
aren't always what you mean

my head is aching once again
your bodys the pill
your mind is the swallow that i need

this is life has took its toll again
(i've paid enough to pave these roads twice over)
im fine with empty pockets
im not good with tossing it away

your life breaks this emptyness
you cant accept that i am
so beautiful
and this perfection is to much for you
deny the things you do
hide your face
and close your eyes
but i can see
right through your lies

this world is killing me again
im sorry your not used to
somebody who is free

this world (you) misanderstands me
(your my world)

this world is killing me again
(your world is gone, and now im your god)
this world is killing me again
(if you dont give a fuck, then im still not gone)
this world is killing me again

i've unified these words again
this love is real
and i know, that you can't feel it yet
and thats fine

Father I've sinned
over and over and over and over again
sorry my friends
I'm such a mess
I'm doing the best I can
She says "where ya goin? where ya been?"
She says "I don't want you hanging out with them"
She leaves like she's never coming back again on and on...
it goes on and on YEA

She says "I don't love you like I loved you before"
She says, she says "I don't love you anymore"

and mother I've tried over and over and over to open my eyes
look at my life
tell me when did I die
cause I'm not alive
flip through the script and tell me what it says
skip through the story tell me how it ends
she says that we're probably better off as friends
on and on and... yeeeaaaa

she says "I don't love you like I loved you before"
She says, she says.... YEEEAAAA
She says "I don't love you. I don't love you anymore."
She says, she says "I don't love you. I don't love you. I don't love you anymore."
she says she says she says "where ya going"
I know I know I know I know I know
she says she says she says "where ya going"
I know I know I know I know I know
she says she says she says "where ya going"
I know I know I know I know I know
she says she says she says "where ya going"
I know I know I know I know I know
WHAT I WANT

you... you called the police
you called them on me
and I want to go anywhere but home
I... I'm done listening to whats wrong with me
cause it goes on and on and on and on YEA

she says "I dont love you like I loved you before"
she says she says... YEEEAAA
she says "I dont love you. I don't love you anymore"
she says, she says "I dont love like I love you anymore."

Unwritten Law- She Says

Imitating The Sleeper

the better part of a reminder
is the one that makes you hurt
happieness and smiles are weak
like the peopke that invoke them

better is not which feels best
fair is not i should have it better
touching is never a need
eqiulibrium falls