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36yrs • M
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All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown And I don't know why [chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be...me I'm talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train And I know, I know they've all been talking about me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind [chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be I've been talking in my sleep Pretty soon they'll come to get me Yeah, they're taking me away [chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Yeah, how I used to be How I used to be Well, I'm just a little unwell How I used to be How I used to be I'm just a little unwell Matchbox Twenty- Unwell
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36yrs • M
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Taste your skin feels like heaven other guy i've got really rotten luck
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36yrs • M
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Running On Two Hours i'm not faking i'll admit your libralism gets me pissed i'm not breaking thats a tick boiled untill it smolders i'm not shaking its a fit throw five thousand big ones i'm not faking i'll admit its better that you don't win danny boy the pipes are rollin' grab your chosen and get to goin' i'm not laughing its a sin the noise you make gets me happy i'm not growing i'll admit but i'd love to let you show so grab your god and hold on tight fuck your job tyler durdens right lose your life just let go none of this is right it was all just a joke
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36yrs • M
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I Geuss I'm The Enemy smile pretty take a picture play it silly stop and listen smell the flower dust the powder smile pretty smile pretty, yeah so im.. not just watch you thought (im not just what you want) to bad, didnt mean to start (well yeah we never even started) back! take another step (get back take another trip) im sad! take a fuckin hint (get back take a fuckin' hit) so leave a message call the doctor this boy is broken his heart is stopin' so leave a message (smile pretty) ask a qeustion (smile pretty) dont have an answer (you never answerd me) i geuss i'll smile, i geuss i'll.. smile so im.. not just watchin' everything (im not just what i want to be) to bad, didnt mean to start (well yeah we never even started) get back! take another step (back and take another trip) im sad! take a fuckin hint (smile like you mean it) well smile like you mean it.. yeah, well smile like you mean it. (smile like you need to cry, forget it tell another lie. its not enough to let it go, its not enough to let her know) i geuss i'll never let her know! so get.. back, i'll take another swing (your not quite the enemy) im not what i used to be (im better than the same old thing) i cant stand to make her scream (i just wanna tell her what i want) i cant stand to see her bleed ( i'd love to make her lover bleed) (i'd love to make her lover bleed, i'd love to make her lover bleed. her lover was ahead of me, i'd love to make her lover scream) whats wrong with the enemy (i'll smile pretty) so what if i could disappoint (i'll smile pretty) its not supposed to be the same (i'll smile pretty) im not supposed to be the same (i'll smile pretty) so dont take a chance on me (i'll smile pretty) i know that im the enemy (i'll smile pretty) (i'll smile pretty) (she smells so pretty) (i'll smile pretty) (she smiles pretty) so why'd she have to think it out, and why'd i have to say it loud im tired and i figured out i'll never get the girl i love im stupid i dont give a fuck shes knew it, didnt give a fuck she does it just to make me scream well now shes my enemy (im in love with my enemy) well now shes my enemy (im in love with my enemy) i geuss im the enemy i know im the enemy. i'll laugh and i'll take the pain scream because its not ok better that i go away i think ive finally gone insane praising in dreams we weap bleedng out on second strret pissing and the bucket clean broken and the cast is out empathy is not aloud i guess im the enemy geuss im the enemy in love with the enemy
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36yrs • M
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for hayley When the sun came up, We we're sleeping in, Sunk inside our blankets, Sprawled across the bed, And we we're dreaming, There are moments when, When I know it and The world revolves around us, And we're keeping it, Keeping it all going, This delicate balance, Vulnerable all knowing, Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, kill for this Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, you would... Sing me something soft, Sad and delicate, Or loud and out of key, Sing me anything, we're glad for what we've got, Done with what we've lost Our whole lives laid out right in front of us, Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, you would.... Sing me something soft, Sad and delicate, Or loud and out of key, Sing me anything. When the sun came up, We we're sleeping in, Sunk inside our blankets, Sprawled across the bed, And we we're dreaming, There are moments when, When I know it and The world revolves around us, And we're keeping it, Keeping it all going, This delicate balance, Vulnerable all knowing, Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, kill for this Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, you would... Sing me something soft, Sad and delicate, Or loud and out of key, Sing me anything, we're glad for what we've got, Done with what we've lost Our whole lives laid out right in front of us, Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, Sing like you think no one's listening, You would kill for this, Just a little bit, Just a little bit, You would, you would.... Sing me something soft, Sad and delicate, Or loud and out of key, Sing me anything. Straylight Run- Existentialism on Prom Night
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36yrs • M
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Pinch i cant stop it well i knew it all along would you want me if i told you i was wrong it reminds me of everything you are i cant stop myself from wanting you so much tell myself all the lies that i have to get mad, telling strangers that i hate them cant stop, and i feel like im insane yeah o'well, the presure's sinking in cant stop, my head is gettin' heavy i'll drop, my life and say good bye too get drunk, jealous of the goods times well so what, im cursed to live like this i cant stop it well i knew it all along would you want me if i told you i was wrong it reminds me of everything you are i cant stop myself from wanting you so much i'll scream, and tell myself its not true i'll bleed, i'll do it to myself too i'll scream, i'll break iif i have to you'll see, thats the point of being me i know, that everthing i say is i know, that everything i want is i know, enough to justify this you'll see, thats the point of being me i cant stop it even if i wanted to would you want me if i was pretty and unaware you reminds me of everything i love i cant stop myself from wanting you so much so whats, the color of your soul? so what is the reason that you cant show? you lie the same way i do thats ok, i think thats its so cute yeah well, your pretty and you know it yeah well, your sexy and you show it god damn, and everybody else too o'well thats the point of being me i cant stop it well i knew it all along you wouldn't know like anybody else does you showed me just what i wanted don't say it, because you never mean it this song was just playing with music. not actually what i feel.
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36yrs • M
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Clueless As To Why tell me why your listening when you're gone 'cause you cant hear a thing and speak to me the feelings that you had so they wont go away and maybe we'll forget the bad oh bad and times will maybe change there's more to me than you i know turn my face and let it go well tell me why your listing why you're gone because you cant hear a thing no. no.. how many days are left and i ain't turned the light on yet well tell me why your wispering when you're gone 'cause i cant hear a thing so hold me tight dont let go sleeping quite calm and cold well tell me what you did when you were gone 'cause didnt do a thing tell me things that i will never know 'cause i dont want to think sing me a beautifull song 'cause i would love to dream and tell what your thinking when im gone 'cause there's no one else for me and tell me everything that you have had so i can maybe change hold me tight don't let me go thinking quite calm and cold so tell me why you are the way you are and why im so afraid and break my heart and turn me into stone 'cause i am in a dream please sing me a beautifull song so i can die in peace and this is why i'm wispering when your gone so you can't hear a thing tell me why your wispering when your gone 'cause i can't hear a thing
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36yrs • M
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guy- hi. girl- hey. guy- so... girl- yeah.. both at same time- im sorry. (they laugh) guy- yeah. girl- so. guy- i love you. girl- i know.
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36yrs • M
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Are we growing up, or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out Take our tears, put 'em on ice. 'Cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light. We're the therapists pumping through your speakers, Delivering just what you need. We're well-read and poised, We're the best boys. We're the chemists who've found the formula, To make your heart swell and burst. No matter what they say, don't believe a word. 'Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it. I'll keep singing this lie, I'll keep singing this lie. Are we growing up, or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out. Take our tears, put 'em on ice. 'Cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light. We're traveled like gypsie, Only with worse luck and far less gold. We're the kids you used to love, But then we grew old. We're the lifers here 'til the bitter end, Condemned from the start. Ashamed of the way, The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts. 'Cause I'll keep singing this lie, I'll keep singing this lie. Are we growing up, or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out. Take our tears, put 'em on ice. 'Cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light. There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up. And there's another around to help us bend your trust. I've got a sunset in my veins. And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay. The best part of "believe" is the "lie". I hope you sing along and steal a line. I need to keep you like this in my mind. So give in or just give up. The best part of "believe" is the "lie". I hope you sing along and steal a line. I need to keep you like this in my mind. So give in or just give up. Are we growing up, or just going down? Are we growing up, or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out. Take our tears, put 'em on ice. 'Cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light. Fall Out Boy- Sophomore Slump Or Come Back Of The Year
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36yrs • M
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It Just Takes Time to much time to think to much time to think to much time to think to much.... maybe i'll find my way maybe i'll learn what i cant be it's taking me way to long it's taken me way to long i know what i want to say i know what you'll think so i freeze in place i know that's wrong of me i geuss i can't have what i don't need well thats fine to much sleep to see to many lies that i can't be well i've got to much time to think to much time..... she speaks of things that make me die inside, but she won't sing i want to know everything[ but leave out why we won't be to many times you'll be beautifull right in front of me i smile but you dont know why i smile because you make me well tell me stories make me try scream your heart and please dont lie its better to fall than not jump at all and i'll catch you here with me again i've got to much time to dream to much time so i make beleive to much time to think to much love for........ her name rhymes but im not shore how cool she would be with that.
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36yrs • M
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I Think I Gave The Wrong Impression im terrible, im hopeless im fucked and i know it i cant seem to stop all my pain im a bastard and an ass-hole im wrong and im a big joke and i cant seem to make it ok im sick of me i cant beleive who im being im sick of me start this over agian im a nice guy, im a cool guy im hot stuff and i know it and yeah i love all of my freinds i'd never hurt you, won't even want to i'd never hurt you....... thats the wrong impression of me im a lie and a cheat, im a crook and a theif im a sinner and a hater and i cant stand that fuckin' prick well the words come out just right and im all talk and no walk at all im such a fake and i mean it these aren't even my eyes you staring at i lie to get by im scared and dont try im sick i want what i cant have not once it happend 17 fucking times and dont know when to back off and i im to close minded to stop and i cant see right in front of my eyes well the words come out just right and im all talk and no walk at all im such a fake and i mean it these aren't even my eyes you staring at i lie to get by im scared and dont try im sick i want what i cant have not once it happend but 18 fucking times im always asking whats wrong what you dont know is i want to and i dont have anything at all and you dont know what thats like i never really feel at home i haven't for 17 years when im with you that goes away its worse than a drug and i never really feel like im loved its amazing how quickly i want it and for some reason when your close i feel complete i feel at home i feel your love even if its not there i can dream it up now tell me nothin's wrong
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36yrs • M
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Attempt Number Two She's hopefull I'm playfull She gives up I stand my ground She's afraid I'm casual She's ok I'm not She's a deaf mute I'm embelished She doesn't know I know She's watching me I'm careing You're hesitant You're trivial I'm relavent You're made of gold I'm magic I'm a warrior You want to be I'm thoughtfull You're thinking You're blank I'm screeming You can't look I can't stop You can't stop You can't stop You haven't stopped It hasn't stopped I'll try hard I need you I'll stick to tradition I'll help you You'll try hard But you need me Don't stick to tradition Please help me It's basic Elementary I'm basic Soon you'll see It's just closeness Just closeness We need closeness So taste me I'll taste you You'll make me I'll break you Domestic Insessit Dissaster I meant it You feel me You're stubborn Dispell this Or want it Mistaken Not taken I'm not at Capacity So don't fret There's time yet I want this I want this I need this You want this Its all clear It won't work It will wotk Maybe we can try it I'm selfish You'll take it You're helping Please know this I feel you.....
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36yrs • M
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Cutie With A French Out-Fit its been a long time since i saw you last i worry about you its been a long time since i saw you last i worry about you its been a long time since i've tased you skin i worry about you its been a long time since i saw you last i worry about you i think i thought last about when you were sad i worry about you told you that was the guy to for you and then i worry about you i hate to say it, but i guess i told you so i worry about you you made me think that i was just no good i doubted myself too you made me feel like i was just no fun and now you would like to you made me scream made me hate everything everything about you its been a long time since i saw you laugh i worry about you i worry about you doubtfull about you i think i need to help you i worry about you i see you angry, dessperate, and sad i worry about you its been a long tim since i saw you last i worry about you been a long time since i've tasted your skin i worry about you its been a long time since you smiled back i worry about you its been a long time since i loved you last i worry about you
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36yrs • M
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"you dont deserve heaven!" "gabreil says high." "go to hell" those were his last thoughts. "words" would have been i better word, but when humans die they go to heaven. when angels die, they just go away. "good job." "gabreil? ! ?" "my child. my hopefull. you dissapoint me." "why?" "you took enjoyment in that. you completly missed the point of the exersice. we watch. thats it. we aren't supposed to feel." "im sorry" "good"
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36yrs • M
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So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste, she always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight She said it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead at the county line bridge Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end, it's just her window ledge Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn Well it smells of cheap wine, cigarettes This place is always such a mess Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn I'm so alone and I feel just like somebody else Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams I think of death, it must be killin' me Hey, hey hey come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight The Wallflowers- One Headlight
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