Am I weird?

I have a huge question. I have always been the type to be alone not have any friends. I find it very pleasing. Then, came high school I kept staring at this kid. Thinking wow Irish I was like him. We acted the same, but never could get the courage to talk to him. Then, I thought omgmim gayand I kept thinking wow this kid is hot and looking at his hair. Is there something wrong with me? I can't stop looking at him. I always think about what he acts licks what he does on his free time does he hate people like me? I need some help

Acts like sorry

Either you are gay, or are just having a boy-crush.
Get to know him better and talk about a gay celebrity and see how he feels about the subject.
I don't know where you live - but in most civilised countries "coming out" at school is not such a big deal as once it was.
But that all depends on your parents and the degree of prejudice in you local city/country, or language community.
Good luck and take care

Thanks for responding I am trying. But, if my parents find out imvdead. He's going to be my group my teacher said. My friend told me his name but, I feel like a stalker......... If I get on the subject of gay and he's not it just means that he will walk away. I kinda just wanna. Be friends and kinda not.

It looks like its a tricky subject where you come from.
If you are gay then your parents will just have to accept it, and the sooner they know the better it will be. No one chooses to be gay - it's no one's fault. It's not a disease, it's natural.
When i was a teenager I woke up one morning and couldn't get girls out of my head - and decades later I still cannot. I did not choose that - it happened.
It's the dame for gay people, so don't run away with the idea there is something wrong with you.

So - good luck.

Thanks, for all u have said, but what do I do. I see him but I feel like he hates me. I kinda like to pick my friends if u know what I mean. He seems like a kid I would enjoy being around but, wanna you know go out with. It all seems weird but, I just like to pick my friends I am a silent kid but can have a great personality. I don't like to talk heard from people that same with him. I feel so lost..........

I agree with Rodin.