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45yrs • F •
A CTL of 1 means that Beuphemia is a contributing member of Captain Cynic.
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My favorite poem by Denis Johnson...Should be read aloud. |
It would be swell if someone would record their reading of this for me and post it. I don't have a mic right now. Just remember to take a breath at every line break and mind the punctuation as normal. Don't try to read sentences as normal. He broke it up as he did for good reason. The line breaks force you to read at different speeds and sets a tone. The --- are pauses. Have fun! THE FLAMES In 1972 I crossed Kansas on a bus with a dog apparently pursue to skinniness painted on its side, an emblem not entirely inappropriate, considering those of us availing ourselves of its services---tossed like rattles in a baby's hand, sleeping the sleep of the ashamed and the niggardly, crying out or keeping our council as we raced over the land, flailing at dreams or lying still. And I woke to see the prairie, seized by the cold and the early hour, continually falling away beside us, and a fire burning furiously in the dark: a house posted about by tiny figures--- fireman; and a family who might have been calling out to God just then for a witness. But more than witness, I remember now something I could only have imagined that night: the sound of the reigns breaking the bones in the farmer's hands as the horses reared and flew back into the flames he wanted to take them away from. My thoughts are like that, turning and going back where nothing wants them, where the door opens and a road of light falls through it from behind you and pain starts to whisper with your voice; where you stand inside your own absence, your eyes still smoky from dreaming, the ruthless iron press of love and failure making a speechless church out of your dark and invisible face. -Denis Johnson
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