Once gone Two return

She had a smile that could wipe away the world
Her hands radiated love with every wave
He thought I want to live forever with her
Looking in her eye's raining drops of heaven

He couldn't help but think this is beauty
She had a man who occupied her bedside
And he had a girl who already had claimed him
He talked to the girl for nights into the late hours

One day she left that man for a better life
Sitting and talking to the boy about her former love
He knew this relationship was going to thrive
A life they would get to spend together

Many months past and closer they grew
His eyes took on her perfect glimmer
That June they took it to world
Quickly friends heard the word

They spent the days by each others sides
And the nights on the phone emotions swelled
Season changed and so did something in one of them
So there goodbye's were told

That boy sits alone in a land far away
And writes about that girl now distant and alien
He thinks about how they used to talk about each other in gale
And says out loud that her love is what he would love to gain.

He knows he can't expect her to give it
But he can dreams up her illuision
He screams it once more 'I will get her back'
He knows this like white is white and black is black.

Zach that is hard to read when I know what you have gone through just remembers I got your back. We will hang when you get back. I thought this piece really describes what was and is going on in your life.

This world has torn me apart
Opportunity has been given
But emptiness has been my true motivation
I think it may be time for a new start

For the love I have seen
Meaning it has been without
Leaving me only in the possession of doubt
Questioning the goals of a arrigont teen

To tare me apart I will not allow
I control that which is around me
Deciding who i will be
I will not break or bow

I will not take a shoulder for myself
Numb is the feeling but not the thought
I am the only person now i can live without
Total selfishness is the devil himself

This is not goodbye to my heart
Farewells to it i could never bare
Just a new face for it to wear
A new thought and a new start

The steps on the concrete reflect where he's been
Until the next foot hits, its not a question of if but when
This path of which no one but he has chose
It sways and differs long nights full of lows

Reaching for something that this generation will not see
Hoping that his great-grandson will embrace and be
The universe that he lives will reach the light
Revolutionaries spark hints leading him through the night

We fight for that which can only be seen now in dreams
He fights for what he wishes he could've understood in the beginning
Winning the battle that was created before his birth
Walking through life planting the seeds for the better earth

I move through my life without knowledge of why
Looking to the world, hoping for answers it might supply
Adopting ideals from sources of thought
Always learning but refusing to be taught

I have this idea that plays around with my head
It takes me back and turns hope to dread
I believe that love is only found by a man who can build his own island
Not in the ocean or on a lake but in the mind upon the superior highland

Through thought and release of material needs
And the passing of time, this love should exceed
That of the ones that possessed me before
Thus I have no choice but to embrace and adore

I am the happiest and filled with smiles more then I've ever been
Because all my strength is unquestioned due to being drawn from within
Feeling ahead of the rest of the world
This life style is starting to become unfurled

I thought this was the way to lead my life
But now my head is filled with over whelming strife
True love is the topic is wish to know more about
But for now I live my life in confusion and without

I wrote this a six months ago, but found it in my documents liked it so here.

It started with hugs and laughs
and moved to love and kisses
we've spent so many days together
are eye's changed with the seasons
then they started to stray
I kept ahold saying it'll be ok
but the world was moving
the orchestra was playing it away
love disappeared in that night
only me and the music were left
i write this song to remind me
that its all still moving
and I'm still holding
on to what used to be

sometimes i forget why we all float along
i start sinking from thinking for too long
find bubbles of air that push me back up
click, bang; i am at the suface, i am still here but i am still what?
if i knew that answer i'd find another thing
to weigh my neck down and cause me pain
i guess i'm supposed to confront my fears
but everything is so sad when everything is so real
never could write a smile to save my life
i can however smile to "make" things right
please understand i am not depressed
just saddened by this life called mess
with thought i hope it'll all click one day
then i can be done thinking this way
for now however a glass full of smile and cheer
some call it being fake but everyone thinks its real

Go sunshine, smile at the world
Take what you wish as I become unfurled
Just leave me alone and let me be
I am the monster you left, the beast you'd seek
We have been separate for quite sometime
But I think this time I am ready to say goodbye
Please don't look at me anymore
Things aren't like they were before
It is time for me to move and start again
It been so long I forget, where do I begin.

If you wanted to kill it, well I think you did
We came together and no sooner goodbyes we bid
That was the issue for both us, time
We both didn't have it for you and I'm

It's not like things got bad, just never any better
So you called me up, I remember it all syllable and letter
You were real nice about it and which
Made it easier to accept how you were a cold bitch

I look back now, only two weeks later
And see now, this pain I'm in, I'm the creator
I couldn't imagine how right you were
But none of that changes how much I miss her

I found some things that made me feel good, but I'd rather
Have you and you alone by my side, not any other

there is a place in the middle of nowhere
a place for you and me
there is a place in the middle of nowhere
a field where together we'll be
there is a place in the middle of nowhere
happiness lies amongst the trees
there is a place in the middle of nowhere
and in my thoughts it's you i see
if we find this place called nowhere
i'll wake up with you holding me
when we find this place called nowhere
nowhere will be quite the place to be

campfires

The midnight oil was our inebriation
and conversation was our high
the mood called our souls
while the stars filled our eyes
there was no beginning
just love and us sighting end

Fear, we are

Run because
I'm lost
Find nothing
Come back
Feel good
Loose give
Tight grip
Let go
I cannot
Grow

Let me breathe for just a second
I just read who I was, so I reckon



Well the truth is, my soda is still full
and I have brain, transformed to a shit hole
I have been studying late all semester
I forget college is where intellectuals fester
Memorize just a few more facts
then go to sleep, "relax"
Test down, another check
come home, room is a wreck

See respectable people masturbate,
was that an ego stoke or a lesson?
Claiming to have spent much time thinking,
doctorates are just degrees in deep blinking
I can smell the insecurity in their eyes
and feel the twisting tongue to lies
I hear the way they boom with complacence,
selling it as powerful competence

I just have one question to ask
is not having a brain reason to pass
I see what you claim to be a "B"
but where you see "A's", I see "C's"
I desire to just slap this place silly
and laugh while I give it's asshole a wet willy
because my mello yello is still full
and I wish my mind to leave this shit-,whole