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I made this a couple days ago off the top of my head
Trying to heal Sealing the seal over this bottled up mess. I wish not to ever show any of you any more how much you hurt me. I'll be fine pretending to be even somewhat happy. Faking smiles, laghes, covering up with makeup and drugs including pain killers. I put on the mask and continue on.