Have You Been Wronged?

im curious. i want to know.
explain to me how you have been wronged. why you feel bad. if you feel bad, or anrgy. i want to know. please.

http://www.captaincynic.com/thread.php3/thrdid=61322-u-frmid=25#61552



i have made a true, honest, hard, heartfelt attempt on making the relationships i have with the people i hang around deep and un-shallow. and all i get in return is, "shut the hell up and stop bitching." or, "thats nice. i still dont care." and shit like that. i feel really abused by my so called freinds. and when i use this thing called honesty, they pretend like nothings wrong... fuck them.

but the thing is, when most people feel wronged, they want to get back at them. you see, i dont. i only want them/me to be happy. i dont want any more pain. im tired of it. and revenge is not in me....

I've been wronged in that people usually classify me. I don't know why. I must also say revenge is not in me not because I don't enjoy it but because it doesn't make sense. Why spend valuable time pushing someone back when you can be pushing yourself foreward.

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I've been wronged in that people usually classify me.

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How?

Stereotyping? I.E Goth, Prep, Jock, Geek, and all other associations that go with each in a shallow society? Got to hate that.
Jacker, that is a great way of describing revenge and it's pointlessness. Besides, to me, revenge is just another revolution of a snowball at the top of a hill, you're never 'even,' you're simply gaining momentum and mass, and it just gets bigger.
As for why I feel bad or angry, I'm just so pissed off at myself that I can see so many signs, warnings, and such, and when it finally happens I can look back and say, 'I could have prevented that.' I scare myself sometimes, I guess that we all do, it's not that I've been wronged by others, that's not the issue with me, it's more that I've wronged myself by seeing most of it (I'm never going to say everything) and doing nothing. Or worse, hiding the problem from my eyes, that's the worst wronging I allow myself to do.