ekimup its been a while.
I see you couldn't resist coming back here. Neither could I.
I think that no matter how hard we try we cant stop questioning things.
I often find myself slipping in to the same old patterns of thought about space, time, meaning, and life purpose. It reminds me that nothing is as important as I once thought it was, then i get depressed and listen to pink floyd.
here and there i will be distracted by life but then i am drawn back to that state of dull depression searching as though something is missing. maybe im searching for meaning, reasons, purposes but whatever it is it opens my mind to all kind of creative and innovative possibilities that i cant express anywhere else but here.
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now, you post does time exist.
thats funny cause im a drummer.. i was in the university of pitt drumline for about 4 months playing snare drum. i just recently quit, cause it got boring and mainly cause i had trouble keeping time to the crazy music.. if you care, you can see my picture at
http://www.pittdrumline.com/ click on pictures, notre dame, and if you click the 5th picture to the far right in the top corner, then you'll see me im the furthest left snare drummer.. they didnt put my name on the members page cause i quit..
anyway i think time does exist on a grand scale. i have a hard time feeling the beat when i try too hard to analye it..
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by the way what is your birth date month-day-year i have this book that i just bought by dan millman about birth numbers and it talks about different energies and how to determine your energy by your birth number.. you have to add all the numbers individually, i got 38 then i add them two together to get 11 and my birth number is 11: 38/11
it talks about my my life purpose being a confidence problem and also my different strengths, one being creativity..