Paedophilia - Page 10

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the only women I am really attracted to are women alot older than me like in the late 30's. I am not attracted to girls my age, that's why I have fantasies about older and younger (although younger are pure fantasies for jacking off older are something Id do for real if given a chance).

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What the hell? Are admitting to watching child porn?

from what I've read, Strangler, you're honestly scaring the living shit out of me. I don't know what the hecks up, but you need to see someone who can figure it out.

no I dont really do it anymore, and the only reason I did look at it was to feel shocked or feel like Im doing somethng taboo to feel important and excited. The thing is when i feel really depressed and angry I like looking at it to forget all my worries, and to rethink of my life in the past hwo good it oculd be if I lost my virginity young and had a life full of sex with older women and women of various ages. But its not that, its also the aspect of taboo and fucking society and their rules in a sort of weird way.

ok thats no way to forget your problems, if any, it only adds problems. U even stated that the more taboo the more it dragged u in. Tisk tisk strangler.

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"But its not that, its also the aspect of taboo and fucking society and their rules in a sort of weird way."

True, Strangler, rebellion against society is sometimes a good thing, like suffrage or the Civil Rights movement, but from what you're discribing, you're using this as an excuse to practice something that has no possibility for good at all. Society is present for one reason: To protect the population from itself, to lay guidelines for 'moral' and 'acceptable' behavior that servest the greater good. Breaking society for such causes as child pornography, taboo, murder, rape, etc. puts yourself and others in danger.

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"The thing is when i feel really depressed and angry I like looking at it to forget all my worries, and to rethink of my life in the past hwo good it oculd be if I lost my virginity young and had a life full of sex with older women and women of various ages."

looking at it to forget your worries? You're leeching off the childhood innocence to reassure yourself (and excite) and also as a motive for regret for not spending a life having sex. Also, Neuteredbynature couldn't have said it better- "thats no way to forget your problems, if any, it only adds problems.." It's like being annoyed at a project and taking a hammer to it. Sure, momentarily you forget your problems, but in the end, your problem has just gotten worse.

thoughts aren't crimes, acting on those thoughts is.

True, but possession of materials is one, as well as premeditation...

Vortex is right.....look your thoughts might not be a crime but the more used to you get to the whole kiddy porn watching and touching the harder its going to be to stop. And in time you may want to touch other[children] beside your self, you've stated before that the more taboo the more your into it well it does not get any more taboo now does it .

no, I havent even got close or had the balls to hit on a real woman how would I commit such a crime as bad as this even if I really did want to and I dont. If all I get is a woman I wont even have to watch any porn anymore, its all out of frustration.

it sounds like you got issues getting up the courage to ask out a girl. just be yourself, let your personality and your soul do the talking, if she rejects you, don't stew on it- I got dumped eight times before I got a girlfriend (We're still together four years later) just move on and keep your chin up.
also, ditch the frusteration, even if you don't get a girlfriend. Just look to the future, instead of the past (disregard my quote, it's not always accurate )

frustration can lead to many things grown women might be hard to talk to but children aren't....also being frustrated should be no reason for you to jack off to kiddy porn its just not right....

most guys like that kind of porn and are attracted to that:
http://www.mma.tv/TUF/index.cfm?ac=ListMessages&PID=1&TID=639234
&FID=2&pc=23

http://www.mma.tv/TUF/index.cfm?ac=ListMessages&PID=1&TID=639105
&FID=2&pc=43

ewwww. that fact that you even took the time to find this site to post here is evidence enough that your getting to the point of no return. are you a memeber of this thread? that sick strangler....just because some guys like watching little girls does not in any way prove its ok it just shows that there are alot of sick people out there.....waht if that was your sister, cousin or even kid would you be ok with this, with guys looking at a child like this....

no but what can ya do? a guy on askmen was rationalizing being attracted to young females because he said it is part of the male bilogy. Got intended males to go after the ebst possible breeders and the fertility of youth, hence why females also always go for older guys. There is a thread on myspace here:
http://forum.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=messageboard.viewThread&am
p;entryID=366376&categoryID=56&IsSticky=0&Mytoken=20050731005
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where many females admit to lusting after old dudes.

yeah but those girls are over 18+.....and if you read some of the comments you'll see that some people think its wrong if an older guy is with a teen [15-16]....