So Many Thoughts

hi there, im a newbie and this is one of my very many poems, which i will also be posting here eventually. This poem i did one day after watching a movie that had inspired me... some people think its an odd poem, but i like it.

Vampire

"I dont believe that you're gone
from my life
from my heart
i long to hear you voice just once
just one more time
before the rising moon"

so he sat alone
all alone
cryig his own red river
listening to the echo
of his falling tears

at the end
he cried out a name
he cried out in love
he cried out in anger
he cried out in fear

he heard an echo
an echo sailig towards him
one that was not his own
he cried out that name again
and a voice answers

he goes to say the name again
but a fit of pain siezes hm
he falls to the ground
clutching at his heart

the echo come at him again
his hand raises
as though to grab the echo towards him
his hand falls
his eyes close

the echo calls out to him
again and again
over and over
directly at him
but he never answers

a figure stands
at the top of a hill
alone and cold
alone and sad
the figure cries out
the cries echo
nothing cries back

the figure stands for another few moments
hoping to hear something
hoping to hear anything
but nothing
nothing comes their way

so they turn to leave
they turn away
away from everything they belived in
away from pain
away from love

all the while the man lays on the ground
his blank eyes
straing up into the night sky
staring up into what caused his pain

have you ever wondered what its like
to live alone you whole life
to live in fear?
have you ever wondered what its like
for creatures and animals in legends
to live in fear of being discovered?

this man was dicovered
for what he truely was
he thought he had found true love
but that was just a lie
his true love betrayed him
betrayed him for wealth
and the favour of someone
who was made out of
a far greater evil
than you could ever imagine.

this man
being what he was
lay there
unmoving
willing himself to just die
but he couldnt
because of what he was

immortal
lonely
fearsome

what do you call someone
who has pale skin
hates sunshine
has fangs
and always has the need for blood?

can you guess what this man is?
or are you
as ignorant as the others?
do you fear him?
or do you just fear the name?

trensilvania
ever been there?
want to go there?
or are you too afraid of what lives there?

a creature of the night
feared by humans for centuries
yet held in awe
but others.

so who am i taking about boys and girls?
who do you know
who can cry tears of blood?
who lusts after it?
who does these things?
and still feels for humans?

come now
dont be afraid to say the name
come on
you can do it
say it!