things were meant to b

i got up wondering why u arent mine ........but the fact hit me in the face and cause a sore eye. mayb things werent meant for us to be together. i call u trying to seem indifferent wen deep down im tearin apart because i dont know why everything has pause. i try to build up enough courage not to think about you, not to call you .........at the end of the day my desires succed my trying efforts. i wonder more each day .does it makes sense ? no it doesnt ..actually it doesnt caz im the only one who really gives and ur there saying it not meant to be .....its not meant to be

Ah, the age-old belief in fate. Belief in fate serves as either a comfort or an excuse. For your situation, it brings comfort. But do you really want to attribute it to just fate? Maybe you two are just too different to form a stable relationship.