Got dumped by my GF

Hi guys, ok well, I just don't know were to turn to becouse the thing that is happening to me is, these feelings and thoughts in my head. I got dumped by my girlfriend yesterday... And man it hurts... I mean am not that kind of a guy that feels stuff like this or even cares about stuff like this, but man I don't know what happened to me. She said that she didn't feel anything with me, and that she's not good enough for me, my god, pathetic much. After she said her last words to me, I thought: well... ok, it's been fun, but... that's how she feels. And I thought thats it, nothing more, but no. I kept thinking about her and it's just so freakin bad... God damn it, I want to stop these thoughts and this sorrow. She is the first one who dumped ME !!! I tried everything: cigaretes, alcohol, music, but still... the feeling keeps coming back. Now for her all I feel is hate and jelouse to that other guy, well I still lik... love her, but for that I hate myself, becouse I know she will never be mine again. I know that time is the best medicine, but it's freakin taking too long...

Please any suggestions would be great, how to get off these stupid thoughts. Cuz am preaty pissed off now...

Decius thanks for the advise, it really helped me. Once I read your suggestion, I right away got to work and it felt sooo good, to get rid of all these thoughts and put them in poem, so they can never come back again. And so without further adue here is what I did with my thoughts. My first poem.

Am I ok ?

Alone and lost is how I feel
Beneath the smile of my soul
Am just an empty peace of stone
Lost inside and all alone

Those nights and days
They look the same
All gone so far and far away
From were we used to stay

For what you did
I'll do the same
And regret are every single day
Cuz now I know, am not ok

This misery and pain
Left me in vain
But I don' t care
Cuz now I know, I feel OK!

You let me down
But I got up
And smiled back to were we were
Cuz I don't care, I feel OK!

And so you can
So far away
But now I stand
Although alone

BUT I DON'T CARE CUZ NOW I KNOW THAT I FEEL OK !


Thanks again Decius.

In love, you lose yourself. In separation, you find yourself.

And so the scars of a my love have healed, and so I stand with myself alone, and so my love has gone away, but I still wait for another bright and awsome day

Something that came out in a flash, not really a rhyme, I guess just thoughts about the whole experience of this well, guess I learned a lot from this, I lost myself, but then in the end I guess I finally found myself :]