Security in lies - Page 3

A call to the surface is all that I need
I'm starting to get nervous
I doubt that I'm anything you think about
And you know I've obsessed over you thats no doubt
Have you ever felt this way before
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
They say that somebody out there loves us
Then if thats true I'll give you all of my trust
My warning signs are all out
I just wanna know what all of this is about

I'm not much to look at through my eyes
But the feeling I've got its like butterflys
My family don't understand me
And I have questions that need anwsers
I'm use to telling a story
Because I think my life is boring
I'm far to scard to use it
So I'll hide behind my music
And its just another lesson I've been taught
Another heart that can't just be bought
Take me to a place where nothings wrong
I'll write you a thousand letters and a single song

I'm blinded in both eyes
I now understand why everything dies
I'm hanging onto this thread
But there's too much running thorugh my head
I've made my mistakes
I just wanna scream like a child as he awakes
Please believe me when I say
I would have loved to have seen another day

Calm the nerve and puncture the vein
Just take a hit of this and you'll be out in no time
Why did you think you could take this away from me?
I'm not listening to you, anymore
Cus I'm ready to taste your blood

Sire, you have no wounds to heal
Fuck the rest and infect all of us
Smother us in this conventionally forgiving age
Fork tounges and your about to pay for your sin

So I'll strap you down and choose my tool
First your eyes my friend
Then your disgusting hands that have touched so many
Forgive my cruel laughter but you entertain me so
This, all, ends, with, YOU

Discontinue all your faiths
I am new and ready to snap
Somebody like you is scum to me
I don't need your hands spready over what is mine
Your nothing but a waste of my time but yet my minds on you 24/7
The fist of mine is going for your souless face
Why do I go back for more and more?
Because your a scape goat for my anger
I wanna hear your bones crunch and your fate twist
My world is torn between wrong and right
I can't take your life away, I don't have that much pity
But I can sure as hell make you hurt
Your faithless wretched living disease
Its worse than an open wound
And tonight could be another suicide run to fuck this pain away