An introduction.

This bastard forum just lost what I was about to post.

I lie, my fingers dancing across a disturbingly darkened qwerty. My ears are ringing from the heavy club music experienced but hours ago and visions of a beautiful oriental princess pass through my conscousness, whilst I listen to a close friend groaning on a sofa nearby. What is this feeling welling up in my chest? Surely I am not jealous of those perceived noises indicating womanly pleasure on his behalf, probably no more than paranoid fantasies. What more is jealousy but a desire for sexual dominance? Which leads me nicely on to the nature of love.

How can love accomodate a feeling so selfish as jealousy? Love should not be selfish, it should be something shared gloriously between us all, wordly or otherwise. Our western idea of love has been skewed by our western concept of selfishness. We should not reserve love in such a vulgar monogamous way propogagted by Christianity (modern Christianity, not what Jesus might have meant, if he did indeed exist and was enlightened). Love should be free for all. Even the peados. For sure, they are just as human as all of us. Inhumanity is something consigned to our imagination, the realm of minotaurs and dragons.

But what is this concept of Love I propogate, so accepting of everyone? Certainly, it is nothing corrupted by religion.. Religion is what happens when a Truth becomes distorted by a vulgar majority, and thus.. Humanity is doomed never to truly understand, partly because of our futile desire to attribute meaning to everything.



And, Hello. I'm Matt and this Forum interests me dearly.

I'm impressed.

Hello Matt. Nice way to introduce yourself, Im laylah and Welcome to captaincynic.