just venting. dont reply

get out of my head. get out of my mind. stop turning me into a parasite, because thats all i am.

i dont want your kindness, it just makes me fall over and over again.

i dont want your explaination, i'll feel the same either way.

i don't want your words, they echo and never leave.

i don't want your silence, it makes my ears bleed.

all i wanted was you, but i'm glad you're out of reach.


eventually i will have written enough so that all my thoughts have been emptied, and i just wont give a shit anymore. thats what i'm counting on.....

everyone passes a line where they can't turn around, i'm only an inch away from the other side. i can feel the warmth from here.