analyze my dream please

ive been going through a hard time in my life with friends and family and such and then i had my dream so yeah..

i had a dream that my younger sister and cousin died because of a bomb that was in a car in a parking garage. i was upset about it in my dream. then my best friend was trying to convince me to go hang out with her later that night. i told her over and over again i cant because my little sister just died! she kept asking and i remember that i was confused in my dream because i thought she would be at least a little bit upset. she wouldnt stop asking me and making me feel guilty that i didnt want to hang out and the thought even crossed my mind of just hanging out with her so she could get off my back. a few other things happened as well but i really cant remember what they are
someone pleaseee help me interperate this

You love your family. You think your friends don't understand that. Either that or you've been watching too many dramas.

There are two distinct posibilities. One, you wish that something would happen to your sister and cousin like that, but then feel guilty about it afterwards, the nagging freind only a stimulant of the guilt. Or, you dread something of the sort happening, then when it does, you fear your freinds would not care enough about you to take into consideration that you had just lost two family members.

I think analyzing another person's dream is tricky.

Chances are, you want some reassurance for what ever reason. For all you know, you may have farted in your sleep, hence the bomb.