girl troubles

[b][i]My girl and i are very different, however it is not the matter of music she likes and clothes she wears that really matters to me (in truth i'd like a girl that either dressed like a punk or a goth but u that is only the physical layer.)
It starts with ADD which is the one and pretty much only way we are in common. From her ADD routes out her lack of knowledge.(i know this is cruel but hey) you see she doesnt read and i have yet to find a skill that she excels at and she also hates to debate. She also has a pre-disposition to violence. on the other hand i love reading long winded books and short stories and i know how to keep the peace(i'd almost call myself a pacifist except for the killing and ppl that hurt my loved ones and friends. She also likes to be cruel to me (or bi-polar.) i'm sure i have my faults too(sometimes i lack common sense and rhythm is not even a friend.) i guess when it comes down to it i just dont feel appreciated and i will continue to date her (which in my mind is just a release from work) until christmas (probably not then the holidays are already stressful) or when i deploy to iraq ( i will most definetely end it by this time) The funny thing is i say i love her but i can never even think of a time when i may love her.

(I may just be bitching...but whatever.)

Why would you lead someone on if your going to break up with them in a few months? Sounds like your afraid of her and what she'll do if you break up with her. I say get her to break up with you. The best way to do this is to make them feel they can do better. If someone thinks they can do better they are unsatisfied and thus miserable. I say either do this or grow some balls.

the thing she knows its not going to last either ( hell i deploy to iraq in early to late january.) i think were just having fun fucking each other ( so i guess u call us more fuckbuddies than anything else)

ok...so what's the problem?

i broke up with her