to hate a parent - Page 2

you can still have an irrational fear of something that is real, and thus have paranoia.

[b][i][u]hi the fellings you fell are anger not hate hun you got to deal with it before you take it out on someone who dont deserve it email me at angelgirl_14@hotmail.co.uk ok hun speak soon cya

anger is when someone says something mean so you punch them. anger is usually not persnal and is a sudden outburst of your emotions. hate is something that builds up. something that you feel move inside of you every time you are reminded of the loathed thing.
something i didn't tell you is that i lived in the same state, city, and neighborhood as him for a few months. he avoided my mom and i and refused to come see us. the same neighborhood! if i had known his address i could have ridden my bike to his house if i wanted to. if i was "angry" with him i would have gone and trashed his house, yelled at him, or something along the lines of that.
i didn't want to go see him. i could have, but i HATED him so much that it wasn't even worth it to be angry. what i feel is hate, not anger. thanks for the insight of how you think i feel, i do appreciate it i really do. but i know how i feel, and i know how i don't. all i am asking is to know if i really am screwed up for feeling hate towards him.