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Okay I have a problem I yearn to follow a specific not so 'coacher' religious spiritual path it calling me it has been for some time now and I fear for my friendships if I choose to follow I know that if my friends are really my friends they will still be there and I know they will be but it might cause some problems. There is also a fear not for damnation but....there are things far worse than death.

growing up is all about becoming comfortable and confident in yourself. those who stand in your way must be overcome. those who simply follow you must be shown their own path. those willing to journey with you are true friends. have no regrets my friend, emotions make us human, embrace the good, the bad and the ugly. god is more forgiving than us all.

hmm i feel all gushy now