Have you ever wanted to kill your mom? - Page 9

Just recently I've been put in this horrible situation...I've always had a fucked up life because of my mom! She's psychologically scared me with her stupidity of how she handles things I'm more of an adult than she is....I'm about to turn 21 I was happy I had finally ran away from her I was doing my own thing in FL and then she had to get fucking mentally sick and just because I know she's an idiot and because we have no family I came back to help her...I regret it every day of my life!!! I fucking hate her now the little love I had for her gone!!! Now I've contemplated her death so many times...I would kill her or she kill herself either way it wouldn't fix my fucking life it'd make it worse...if I kill her I end up in jail if she kills herself she has no fucking life insurance so I'm still fucked!!! Idk she's fucked up my life that much that I wouldn't be upset if she one day just disappeared or left...she'd b doing me a favor!!! I made my account just so I could vent because I felt like I was losing my mind...I'm not expecting anyone to sympathize I just wanted to let the world know how hurt I am inside!!!

well for me my mother calls me a slut and minipulater . told me didnt love me . that she rather my younger sister over me. so if i got the chance yes i would kill my fucking mother.

There are days when i say fuck it im killing that women. But i also have days when i want my mom around. The thingi trying to say is IF YOU WANT YOUR MOM DEAD YOUR FUCKED UP!!!!

yes .just take a sharp snife when shes cooking and stand behind her with snife by her her and she might walk right through.

You don't have to kill your mom or any one because you can pick up your shit and leave them. Yeah, maybe you gotta wait till you are 18 but ater that you don't have to have a relationship with anyone including your mother or father.

Mothers and fathers are an antiquated institution called family that is no longer needed today in a society where all your needs can be handled by other people.

And as far as someone looking out for your folks when they get old, there is social security in America to do that.

And their emotional needs? Fuck that shit. They gotta grow up.

I am on my own. I don't talk to my parents and I cut off all ties to them. If they were expecting gratitude for the rest of theire lives then that's their selfish problem. Not mine.

Ya know what's messed up When your own mom turns her back to you when your trying to say I love you and thanks for everything that she's done for you. And what does she do? Turns her Back to me, Of course I've wanted to kill my mother, She or my father have done ANYTHING since I was born, I've always been on my own since I was 10 technically, Mom left me dad was a Dumb Drunk So I just ran away for 3 years and nothing ever changed. Think that's a good enough reason to kill your own mom right?

wow, I've never thought about killing her, but I have felt like punching her in the face sometimes when she's you know giving me her 'talk'. Sometimes I feel like banging her and my dad's heads together.

I have planned soooo many different ways of killing my mom. For some reason I just haven't done it yet. When I do, I'm gonna stab her repeatedly in the neck and watch her miserable life fade away...

YES....as we speak! She is a mean, manipulating BITCH! She calls herself a Christian. I'm 40 yrs old
and she's still trying to control my life. I have 2 kids and jobless. My husband died out of depression because of her! I'm dependent on her right now bec of my 2 children. I wish her gone from this world every single day......that's why I stumbled upon this forum bec I'm trying to google if it's bad to kill your mom. Of course I KNOW it is bad. I just said I want to kill her but of course I'll never do such a horrible thing. How I wish I can leave this house....it just made me feel better to know that other people feel the same way. I thought it was just me....I thought something's wrong with me feeling this way. Thank you. Merry Christmas.

My mom is the best. She sacrificed her life for me and all her kids.
And I love her very much

I am really confused about this thread. I also have noticed that most that answer in the affirmative are young in years.

I could not conceive of this. But go back about 40 years, and post about patricide...

As the main protagonist in my personal story, my mother certainly made me feel second best to my older brother (her golden child).
She was diagnosed with Narcissistic personality disorder scoring a very high percentage of traits and has no self awareness.
Pushing me away I was able to distance myself from her. At an incredibly young age I was able to be independent in life.
My brother has not fared so well he cannot move without courting her opinion and support (emotional and financial). He is stuck and I'm free.

Although she was incredibly mean, unloving and responsible for many years of unhappiness in my life I have no desire to kill her or see her dead. She doesn't now stir that amount of feeling in me to care.

I find it very surprising that so many people are agreeing with this person.
I had no idea moms were so hated in the world. Apparently a significant percentage of people have managed to completely screw up parenting.

Definitely people have heard me say it as a figure of speech 'I want to kill her', but I would never do it or really think too much about it. Each to their own, but I've always wondered how someone can kill or even physically hurt their family members, strangers or even their pets. I think it's disgusting and maybe people need to realise that violence is not the key.

I never thought about killing my mom, but I have wished she was dead. She tried to kill my sister, she tortured all of her 6 children in one way or another, some more severely than others. Told me every day how she hated me and would withhold food from me for days at a time. Screamed at me just for being alive.

Then when I became an adult she flipped the script and acted like the sweetest most caring person in the world. My brothers and sisters are still fooled by her. I'm not.

To the kids who are going through what I went through: You are lucky to have this forum. When I was growing up I had no information to tell me that my mother was a monster. I thought she was normal and that I was the monster she made me out to be.