Everyday the Pain Goes Away

Well, Found out my ex's b/f name...he's up in Omaha...so its a long didstance relationship...she's feeling all mopey about him...well...I say good for her...All the better, it helps me just a bit to get rid of my pain...if she's in pain, I feel better...I know thats not a good response to such things, but...it helps...I love the girl and all, but damn can she be so ditzy...makes me question why we even dated in the first place...she's not my 'type'...She's got the looks that I like, but not the personalitiy or mindset...I think it was that first time she flirted with me at a party...little did I know that she had just broken up with a previous friend of mine that night...I should have stayed away from her when she did kiss me(it was New Years)...Her lips burned mine...damn...why don't if follow my natural instincts more often? I still get bummed about my sistuation, especially b/c alot of my other friends knew that she was wishy-washy with boyfriends...I just wish they would have stopped me before something went terribly wrong...like it has...I wanna say I Hate her...and a part of me does...but...I still need time to heal...Still looking for a girl to get over her(not just a rebound girl, but someone to hopefully make her jealous) Sorry for the rant...I just had to get things off my chest...if anyone has any advice, i'm all ears...