I lost the baby.

I have been spotting off and on, (just a tiny bit) for the last couple of days. I called my Dr. during this time, and she assured me that it was no big deal. (I spotted with both my boys) She told me if it got BAD to call her right away. It got a little more heavy, I called, and she fit me in.

They did a U/S. And I miscarried.
There is further details to the story, but I will spare you the details.

Anyway....I am dealing with this pretty well concidering. I don't know if i'm in shock or what. I kinda feel like this is the calmness before the storm. After bauling all day and night yesterday I am feeling much better this morning, thank GOD. I just pray I can deal with this.

My heart is broken.
I know everything happens for a reason.

On with the troll comments.
I'm locked and loaded.

evilia

Really sad to hear that you misscarried...
Don't know if there is anything I can do to ease your feelings of pain, but to just let ya know that I'm there for ya. I understand that losing some'one' that close to you is a real kick to the stomach. I remember when my uncle passed...It was one of the only moments in my life that I truely cried...
It took me awhile to get over too... If you want to tell me the details, you know my email...once again...I'm there for you.

I'm sorry for your loss, Evilia.

man you are just gettin beat up left and right (emotionally) but its a good thing youre a fighter. im very deeply sorry for your loss, but i know you will get through!

Maybe that child didn't want to be born. Sounds crazy, but I read that theory many years ago. Anyways - Wish you the best.